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[chronicpaint]

I feel so alone right now. Like I'm trapped behind glass. Cut off. I can't do all the work. The Catch-22. If I don't do the work and try to connect, I end up by myself and feeling like this. But, ultimately, if you have to do all the work to maintain, then what kind of friendship is it? Is it even worth saving?

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[ciddyguy.livejournal.com]

In this case, if it's a chronic thing, then it's time to dump it/them and find new ones who are willing to reciprocate every now and then. True friends are like that.

I know some of my isolation is by choice, but also I need to step up to the plate some too and even when I do, the other person needs to do the same.

[chronicpaint.livejournal.com]

I tend to be isolated by choice sometimes too. But when I want company, I want it NOW ;)