Tired Heart

Well, the guy I mentioned a week or so ago has disappeared again. They guy I went out with last night thinks there's chemistry, but isn't looking for a relationship, but thinks there's chemistry, but likes me too much to just shag me a couple of times (I felt like saying, go ahead, it's fine!!) and the guy that said he wanted to meet me at Tango Palace this afternoon never showed.

Are there any single gay men out there who aren't immature, emotionally damaged, game playing, relationship phobic fuckwits?

I am getting too old for this shit.


And to top it off, my Sunday brunch place was sold by the owners and the idiot waitress screwed up my order. The order I've placed every Sunday for the last two years. Grrr. That place was my tradition, my Sunday routine. I'm not sure I even want to go back any more.

I don't deal with change well.

Tired Heart

Well, the guy I mentioned a week or so ago has disappeared again. They guy I went out with last night thinks there's chemistry, but isn't looking for a relationship, but thinks there's chemistry, but likes me too much to just shag me a couple of times (I felt like saying, go ahead, it's fine!!) and the guy that said he wanted to meet me at Tango Palace this afternoon never showed.

Are there any single gay men out there who aren't immature, emotionally damaged, game playing, relationship phobic fuckwits?

I am getting too old for this shit.


And to top it off, my Sunday brunch place was sold by the owners and the idiot waitress screwed up my order. The order I've placed every Sunday for the last two years. Grrr. That place was my tradition, my Sunday routine. I'm not sure I even want to go back any more.

I don't deal with change well.