Blarg

[chronicpaint]

Once again, just as life is looking up, it turns on a dime. My housemate has decided he's moving out. We're not super conducive to each other. He's home all the time, and doesn't seem to have much going on in his life, and I find myself getting angry with him when I feel my own life is leaning in that direction. And on some level, I've been wanting to live alone again. Though the idea of moving freezes my soul.

Looking at a place tonight. Little more than I'd like to pay, but utilities and internet are included. Further east and smidge north of where I am, so still pretty easy to get to work. And it's on the edge of Little India, which would be cool. We'll see.

May just try to find someone else, but then I face the possibility of having to go through all of this all over again.

I just want a nice, quiet life for a while. Perhaps even a success or two